Can you get out, can you step back, have you lost yourself in that buzz, do you want to leave so badly but cannot. Do you forget how bad it got and go straight back in for more. Are you being more secretive, making exscuses for them and yourself. Are you hiding the physical and emotional bruises. Have you lost all sense of meaning and purpose. Not able to differentiate the truth from the false.

IS THIS A LIFE YOU DESERVE

Don't you want better? do you know what better looks like?  Do you even know that you can have and can get better.

Do you know that you are never alone and not the only one going through this.

Please, please never suffer alone or in silence, reach out to people, they may surprise you. There's a whole life out there and it's waiting for you to make that move towards healing those inner wounds. Start creating a whole new you, no matter what that looks like. Don't you deserver the opportunity to explore the best of you.

First step ASK FOR HELP, get out and stay out, DO NOT GO BACK. No matter how many times your head and heart tells you otherwise, it's not real it's the love drug. Even when that pang and ache appears, that's your healing process, its powerful, its strong it will even tell you this is love. ITS A LIE This is the first stage of you withdrawing from your drug.

I hope this helps someone out there today.